alittlesomthingaboutme

It is often not enough

2006-07-11T16:51:00.000+08:00

Suddenly feels like blogging…and I realized the last blog was more than 6 months ago…wow, you can call it ancient history. Feeling quite down recently, with Sharon’s issue and we met up and had a talk. And she also makes me realize, in a relationship, LOVE is often not enough. I guess a lot of mutual communication is necessary. How to keep a relationship happy? No, nothing big is happening in our relationship, but can there be something wrong? When I ponder upon the relationship, very often, reality struck and I realize there are soo many ups and downs in our relationship. I tried, I really did. But sometimes it is just me, it is who I am, and I am trying to change for him. But I felt it is not reciprocated, not in a mean way of saying he is bad, but sometimes I’ll have that kind of self-pitiness for myself. HAH. Am I trying too hard to make this work that I may be losing myself? Hahha, ok, maybe it is not that dramatic…. just crazy me, thinking in a weird land….

Updates

2005-12-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

It’s been ancient since I last blogged…and all these blogging stuffs seems so aliened to me…. Blogging… I almost forgot how to login and post a message…. All these blogging of my life…a record of the happenings that are not at all “happening” seems secondary to all that has happened in my life…. Oh well… let’s get down to business ….

Firstly, yeah…it’s holiday…and it ain’t that exciting after all… when exams are all that I have in my life other than God and DUR…. Waking up, washing up, studying, breakfast, studying, lunch, studying, shower, studying, dinner, TV, studying….and basically, I can only see books, papers and never ending theories, graphs, formulae, practices and more theories… Holiday seems so much more exciting, something that I would really look forward to… yeah, I’m glad it’s all over now… before the rat race begins all over again in January, I have bout a month to enjoy myself…. But what I have left is a messy room that looks like the after math of a war in Afghanistan…. Maybe…not so bad…but it is truly horrendous….after moving back for good from the hostel, my room is in the worst state that I can ever imagine….other than that, I’m glad that I’ve got a new phone…a pink razor V3….MUHAHAHHA….

Ok, other than the stupid cleaning up that doesn’t add on to any tinge of neatness in my room I watched some silly cartoons with my brother who was attacked by some virus, had a temperature and laid on the bed….watched extreme ghostbusters, hi-5, some man and dog cartoon about his “intelligent” inventions, spongebob square pants and la la la…. Ok, my life is soooo exciting….

Hmm, oh ya, Lydia babe called me this morning, hahahah, she’s in Singapore and heading to Penang for 2 weeks and after 2 weeks she’ll be here till February YEAH!!! Some good company soon…

Many things happened, so much to handle, URGH, but oh well, who cares, URGH…. But oh well…. Life….goes…on….

38.9 degree celsius

2005-09-29T18:41:00.000+08:00

I was very very sick yesterday….having 38.9 Degree Celsius fever, sore throat, coughs….. the nurse took blood test….poked my left arm….and realized that the blood don flow after about 1 minute…that 60 seconds are agonizing ….when no blood flow….she release it….and I can see stars…..feel like puking….super cold….and very giddy….. then another nurse came and tried on my right help…OMG…..but this time…the blood FLOW….URGH……. and I rested on the bed….while they took the blood for some testing…… while laying on my bed…I was thinking...hmm, if it is dengue…. Then I will get my friend to take my laptop and homework to the hospital…because I can’t afford laying there for the whole day or week…. Hmm…but thank GOD….it’s viral infection….for the first time, I’m glad I am sick but not with dengue… but still feel sickly…. The doctor gave me 3 days MC…….. and I was told that I can’t do any exercise for the time being….so…. an excuse to be lazy….sleep the whole of yesterday…watch TV…..and thank God for him to take care of me yesterday…he was WORST than my mum, keep nagging and stopping me from covering myself with blanket…..what have I got myself into…HAHAHA

History

2005-09-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

It's being a while since i last blog....... he is asking me what stuff am i doing....just writing blog lor.... DUH....it's being millions of years i guess....lotsa of stuff happen.... some nice ...some not so nice.... missed out lots of stuff to blog....but oh well.... somethings can be kept in memory instead huh....

Stupid self...

2005-09-02T09:33:00.000+08:00

I hate myself, I hate myself for being soooo forgetful….super sad now…. I book my driving lesson today…and you know what…I FORGET TO ATTEND….it’s $58.80….:(

Super sad now…don’t talk to me about driving…I hate it….URGH…………. so stupid…..

BUSY

2005-08-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

Being busy busy again....lots of stuffs.... pagent.....catwalk lessons....going to Sharon's bday later....and at 5.32 PM which is now....I am super tired....having catwalk lesson at 615PM later.....and ZOUK....haiz...super tired....Sharon, you must be Gan Dong hor.....

Happy Bday to me!

2005-08-08T20:51:00.000+08:00

Ok, my single gang is in my hostel room now...chit chatting....common topic....guys....guys...and still guys...oh well...sometimes about school...but mainly still guys.... HAHAHA watever

And the pic i took with jason is slow...transfering....slow....sleepy....tired....slow....

oh...and SMU guys are cute.... at least I heard from all my friends...(which only includes elf and yvonne)....anyway...ya...they are rich...gd looking.... eloquent....

i am cutting my cake later...strawberry cheesecake...HAHAHAHHAHAHA....my third cake..... HAHAHAHAHAH......ciao

Exhausted

2005-08-05T11:10:00.000+08:00

Exhausted....

Yesterday, our dance practice ended at 3 am...... and we are starting our practice later at 1 pm.... our competition is tomorrow.... and we are going to sleep today at 7pm and wake up at 1 am on Saturday for our makeup, hair do, costume, final rehersal etc.....

Tired...

Sucker is a sucker

2005-07-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

10 reasons why sucker sucks

1) Cause he says Tan Silin (His ex gf, but patching soon…. is better than me….)
2) Tan Silin is prettier, better character, taller, slimer, stays in private house
3) Cause he says I’m fat
4) Says I should be more gentle and lady-like
5) Refuse to send me to school tomorrow
6) Refuse to give me the pig he bought from Carrefour, knowing that I love pigs
7) Refuse to go Ikea with me
8) Refuse to go grocery shopping with me
9) He has not return my environmental friendly floor detergent…and I can’t clean my floor
10) HE SUCK, cause he believes that all girls will like him….so he is a sucker….

Conclude: Ok, he is ain’t that bad that…just sucky at times

SIGH...URGH

2005-07-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

On Saturday…when I reach home trying to use my new bought laptop….the stupid Fujitsu laptop crashes….some system error thingy…and I am super pissed….and when Jason knows…he actually bought me my favorite raspberry cheesecake from Secret recipe for me at night….super touched…and he stays in Simei…and me …in CCK….and that is indeed a happy food….i smile eating that…my favorite…haha

Super sian now…got to be fierce on Monday to call and complain and demand a replacement for that lousy laptop….and go down to Henderson road to collect?? I dono, and go through all the sucky process of setting the domain…. And stuffs…URGH….sucks….

Super sian …spent lots of money today, bought lots of junk food…food therapy always work well for me…haha sigh…

Stolen

2005-07-30T14:08:00.000+08:00

Just realised that my Colgate Total 12 toothpaste got stolen and my body shop sponge too!!! URGH......now i need to buy a need toothpaste....irritating.......URGH...

NUS

2005-07-29T15:56:00.000+08:00

Stuck here ...in the library, trying to crack my head on bidding for modules.... it seems super stagnant...nothing much...slow in moving...not exciting at all...sianz.....

In addition to my misery...my companion suck....especially the guy on my left....super irritating...

Haiz...life suck...life with him is sucker....

What's next??

KR Hall orientation? Suck....

After that? Check bidding results...Suck....

After that??? Sleep...Suck

10 top reasons why NUS suck...

1) ZERO hot guys...
2) Bidding system...
3) Lousy library...NGEE ANN's library is better.... got more plugs, more tables...
4) KR Food
5) Doing laundry
6) Travelling without SUCKER's help
7) Bizad O week suck
8) Too much stairs (Sexy leg, sexy butt)
9) OK since...NUS is not that bad..I will stop at 8....hahahahah....
10) TO be continued if further nuisance is experienced....

SO what else?? Ok, i'm not whining or whatsoever...i'm just too bored....AHAHAHAHAH

I still love NUS....crazy...

TO: Colin

2005-07-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

THIS IS TO THANK COLIN FOR BEING "nice" to me....
1) Buying strepsils for a sorethroat girl he doesn't know....
2) Send me home with his Charlene 3 times
3) Brought me to Shaw tower for dinner (BUT I PAID MYSELF...SUCK)
4) Help me move to NUS
5) HE SUCKS
6) Bought dinner for me on 27th July
7) Help me buy chocolate milk...but i help him buy a TV cable too lor....but wrong one la...
8) Fetch me from SRC back to KR (after me whining non-stop)
9) OH for telling me that i am a nice girl, very sweet, pretty, not fat, but we are not possible....
10) For designing my beautiful white board for me ...

THE END

THANK YOU COLIN YEW WEN LONG

***PS: He is only my buddy, I am still green, very available, very bright!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

Kent Ridge Hall...

2005-07-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

It’s being a while since I last blog….. being really busy with my rag thingy…which is to dance…and do paper marche…. And moving to hostel on Monday…..having this hall camp thingy…. Really busy…. Eh, girls, the Fish and Co dinner how ah???? Especially that DIANA la, so ma fan to meet her lor….we just go eat and Da Bao for her ah….HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA ….. kind of excited for my hostel stay…yet a bit stress over UNI life…there is soo much to do….. URGH……. Getting new laptop soon…yeah…I am having this 2 weeks orientation camp for my hostel….so, I guess…no internet for the next two weeks?!!! I dono…

Went ikea today for my hostel room…when it is neater…I’ll probably take a picture and post it online…HAHAHAHHA……….

Me and Jason, everything is going ok I guess….. not much….just a few ups and downs recently….tiring ….

Sharon Lau Eng Yin

2005-07-17T00:40:00.000+08:00

SHARON LAU ENG YIN = THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND!!! Love yoU!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!! I remembered la, that is meant to be a surprise lor... hahah Ok, before I went on stage I know that people will start snickering and giving “The Look” like, humph…kind of think, I know you will understand what I mean, hehehe, but still…. LOVE YA….

Oh, by the way….to the GIRLS, eh can we meet this coming Monday for dinner at Fish and Co?! My treat as promised, because you girls are there with me through thick and thin, perhaps it is because you don have a choice…hahaha…but still….i’m glad we pulled through all these together…so I should call for a celebration!!! HAHAHA….other people who often laugh at us and scorn at our back will see that our hard work has indeed paid off…HAHAHHAA…

2005-07-15T11:44:00.001+08:00

the black and white me...

2005-07-15T11:44:00.000+08:00

Glory to the LORD!

2005-07-15T11:43:00.000+08:00

I agree

2005-07-15T11:42:00.000+08:00

the school gave me a poster of myself!!! ahaha

2005-07-15T11:38:00.000+08:00

My acheivements, but i believe there is more to life than merely academics.....

Busy...as usual...lalala

2005-07-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

OK, it seems forever since I last blog and it’s all because I’m busy….I know…as usual, I’m always busy….

1) I’m busy with camps, so after my Bizad camp, I went to the NUS Humanitarian Affair Camp. The camp program was rather boring, but it does reminds me again on being thankful of who I am and what I have compared to people who are living in the least developed countries… my group consist of 6 girls, and as the saying goes, 3 girls = a market, can you imagine 6 girls. HAHAHAA, it was very fun, and bitchy batch of people. We broke all the rules in the game, lost all station games, but did very well in the game, Win, Lose, or Draw, winning 80% of the game. HAHAHAH. So we are a bunch of people with brains after all…. Whatever…

2) Ok, other than the camp, I’m also involve in my Bizad Rag stuff….i’m suppose to be the presenter, which means I have to dance…and shit…I realize that I CANNOT DANCE….the music is super fast….so are the steps…but…I’ll just try my best…. Hahaha…even though I SUCKS….

3) Part time…this is a on and off thingy, and I am suppose to go Toh Payoh and Ang Mo Kio this week to do some validation work…… I need company!!! IT SUCK….. to go at night alone….. URGH, but the pay is good….$9 per hour…

Oh, I got into Kent Ridge Hall, and I heard from my seniors that NUS there are LOADS of Eligible Bachelor, and from my secondary school seniors, his theory is that in uni, it is like a pond, where they are MANY FISHES and little food…. You know what I mean…. HAHAHHAHA……siao….i will definitely keep my eyes open…. Hahaha…

Oh well, tomorrow is the graduation day, but I am so not looking forward to it…I’m going to give a speech..and I have not practice it…hopefully I wouldn’t stumble during the speech…. URGH….GOOD NIGHT….

I'm in shocked

2005-06-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

Went out with the girls just now, and we chatted, the same old stuffs…. School, guys, school guys, lalalala

Had a conversation just now with Jason after work, on a topic which is inevitable, something I know it is coming, felt kind of down after the conversation but ….it brought me closer to God, on the way home, listen to some Christian songs, and I felt like crying, because our God is so almighty, above all else, above all things….

Went home, and to David below my block….I'M IN SHOCKED…ok, he brought 4 packs of lozenges, 1 bottle of vitamins, and 1 Christian CD, Heart of worship 5, and I needed that right now, the first song is something I love totally!!! I’m touched…

You didn't come

2005-06-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

Oh i wrote this poem in about 20 mintues for my SP during my camp, so sharing with all of you. Heheh, it is not well written but hack....

Where were you when I was alone
You didn't come as promised before

Helen of Troy, I was named
My dearest Paris, I once called

Alone,
In the cold

Blinded,
In the dark

You didn't come, as promised before.

He came
But you did not

Conversations were made
Laughters were shared

But, you didn't come as promised before

Alone
In the cold
In the dark
Alone

I NEED GOD

2005-06-26T18:21:00.000+08:00

Weiling GIRL, I did not accept la….siao siao… haha… not my kind, he is like a big brother to me… ok been really busy…with work and stuffs … and Jason went to the BBQ yesterday, people though that he is my BF, which is apparently NOT TRUE.

Brothers and Sisters, I know what I’m doing now, and I am praying hard now for God’s guidance, take you for all of your concerns and words of wisdom, I really needs it and appreciates it! haha, and I know what I want and I also know what God is creating for me, I’ll just have to wait patiently.

To Him: You know what is the barrier when the times come right?

er...

2005-06-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

Weird things is happening….the church confronted me and Kelvin about me and Jason, not the pink monkey…….and I am just suppose to rest and go to bed and prepare for tomorrow’s camp…but

David actually pop by my place, brought me some lozenges knowing today that I was sick…. And confessed to me! OH NO…ok, he goes like eh if I tell you I like you will you accept me….then I am like shaking my head, telling him don talk to me about such matters now, I no voice to explain….. URGH….Ok, that is super tactless, so I sms him and told him that it is very nice of him to pass me the lozenges la la la …I’m IN SHOCKED….. don’t talk to me…

GOING FOR NUS BIZAD CAMP TILL THURS

2005-06-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

Jason the Pink Monkey, flown in from Taiwan

BBDC, NUS ...

2005-06-14T18:50:00.000+08:00

Went BBDC practical this morning and guess what….the usual happens….. the car stalled, I mount curb, and lots of other mistake…URGH…. I am just so fated to be the passenger instead of the driver…URGH, feeling really guilty to my parents especially my Dad who paid for all my driving lessons, feeling damm stupid and realize that my coordination is worst then I though ….. URGH….

Anyways, went to school did a mini presentation to Jonas and Ms Tan and there are still some fine tuning needs to be done……I will just have to survive this week and I am free…. Next week is the NUS BA camp, not really excited about the camp, haha, hopefully get to know more people before the school reopens.

Then I went NUS for their medical checkup…. And realized that I was actually lighter and taller than I thought ! YEAH! Hahaha, 164 cm at 47.8 Kg hahahaha……. YEAH!!!!! NUS is simply too huge…and I was lost, again….. had to call Yi Zhuang for directions… urgh…..

Lau Eng Ying

2005-06-13T09:52:00.000+08:00

Lau Eng Yin!!!! Why you post all the pictures up!!! EEEEE………VIL.....Oh Man, I look gross in all the pictures….my face is fat and huge!!!! And I’m ugly…….Lau Eng yin! URGH.

lalala

2005-06-12T17:42:00.000+08:00

Went Walas on Friday….very tiring…….and I only had like 1 beer? Called, Hoegaarden?? And yes, it is yucky, cause I dislike beers, and that is one of the reasons why I only had 1 beer, cause I have being trying hard to finish it up. Went home pretty early that night, left at 10.30 pm, and everyone is like, WHAT? Walas, leaving at 10.30, yes yes, I know that’s early…hahaha… ok, feeling weird lately, and I can’t explain it…lots of stuffs on hand, practicing my speech, presentations, driving…sian…I’ll be free when all these are over….going to work tomorrow for a few hours to earn a few bucks to cover the deficit my bank account is experiencing….

Basic criteria of my BF

2005-06-10T12:35:00.000+08:00

On January 05, 2005, I wrote a blog regarding my basic criteria of my BF. And people have being asking me this questio again, so here I am, reinforcing these criterias in their brain.

1) He MUST be a Christian, hopefully that his faith is stronger than me so that I can rely on him physically, emotionally and spiritually.
2) He MUST NOT be a smoker. I hate the smell, and I don't want to be a passive smoker.
3) He must be at least 2 years older then me, and maximum is 8 years. Cause I tend to be very mature in thinking and I don wish to have a little boy beside me.
4) His education level have to be the same or higher then me. Cause I don't want to have communication breakdown like my parents.
5) My parents must LOVE him too. Cause my parents especially my mum is very picky.
6) Must be taller than me, even when I wear heals.
7) Cannot be fat, must be healthy ...
8) An average look will be fine…
9) Can you be understanding, caring, romantic and practically NICE... THIS IS WHAT ALL GIRLS WAT RIGHT?
10) If he drives it will be a bonus…HAHA

Practically, I know that I am asking for a lot, but I guess when you have being through many relationships you will tend to know what you really one and learn for each relationships that fails right? Certain criteria is deem to have immediate failures if he do not possess while others are merely because I’m shallow to a certain extend…..

LORD, I know the person may not fit exactly to what I have in mind, but I do believe that you had created him in my life and I’ll just have to wait patiently?

Tired, fatigue, exhaustion, weariness, lethargy

2005-06-10T12:24:00.000+08:00

Went out on with Sharon, Jason and Weiliang on Wednesday. Everything is fine, Sharon is crappy, VERY, and Weiliang is quiet, VERY, Jason is a little crappy, I’m a little stone. We went NYDC for dinner and I ate baked rice. Then we went Secret recipe to fulfill my craving for raspberry cheesecake. And I am not regretting it even though I had the symptoms for overeating… haha…

Then we went home …

Then on Thursday, I was a long day for me….. in the morning I had my driving lesson, then in the afternoon, stay at home and do the project stuffs, then in the evening went to NP for my graduate address’s practice, then after that went River Valley Road to work for 2 hours…. Validator job…. Cause I’m seriously broke after spending so much for my Bangkok trip, Redang trip and the post-holiday effects.

Today went driving again, and I’m now stuck in school doing the competition stuffs. Dora asked if I wanna go Wala Wala, I guess not ba, I have been having late nights and early mornings for 2 weeks and rest is definitely what I need right now. In addition, I am broke, and I don feel like spending on the drinks… :)

Outing to Underwater World

2005-06-05T18:11:00.000+08:00

Went Sentosa’s underwater world yesterday with Jason, and it was great. We saw lots of fishes and get to know them by name, there is the yellow tang, nurse shark and the weird fishes, the moray eel, URGH, they are gross. Anyway, we saw this Sea Angel, it belongs to the snail and slung family, with a head where it can glows in a red colour and on top of the head there is two feeler like thingy, then it’s body is like casper shaped with wings, eweee, it looks evil, and I think they are evil. They live in the cold waters like Antarctica and they have the ability to prey for food, ewee. Aren’t they evil? URGH… look at the picture I found its picture online, look how evil they looked….ewee…. ok after the under water world, we went Sakae Sushi at Siloso Beach for our dinner than we go home le….

2005-06-05T18:09:00.000+08:00

This is the sea angel it is gross right?!

Five question personality test

2005-06-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

OK, i'm this bored....

The five-question personality test
Here is the analysis:
Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively. (True, i can't stand introvet guys....)
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true. (Half true, i'll usually try my best...instead of comparing...)
No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success. (Yeah, that's for sure)
You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations. (kind of...)
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic. (not quite optimistic...)

http://quizbox.com/personality/test36.aspx

Dinner for two

2005-06-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

Ok, my ex asked me for a dinner, lunch, movie on Saturday???? And I told him perhaps if he asked more ppl to go, cause it will be kind of weird if I go out with him, cause I have not met him for like 3 years??? He is from my secondary school…. So yeah…. Haiz…. Feeling damm broke now…. Broke….hate it, need to get a job soon….. sian…hate to work too….URGH

Outing to Orchard

2005-06-03T11:02:00.000+08:00

My practical lesson today is stressful….the instructor is very fierce today, and he didn’t joke ….and when I smile and attempted to be a ease…he only give very stern command, like “Gear 3”, “Stop here”, “Brake slower”, “Signal left” …DADADADADADA…scary…. No crappy instructor is scary, but I guess I paid greater attention during his lesson, cause I’m afraid of getting a scolding from him…and I learnt…. Stress…. Next lesson I’m going to the main road, and he said that my skill is still very poor, lousy pick up, very jerky, turning is bad, and dono how to left turn…OH NO…..bad bad bad…. How am I going into the main road with this kind of lousy skill?!! URGH…

Ok, other than this morning lesson, hmm, ok lets talk about the outing with Jason yesterday…. We met at Orchard, Somerset MRT station, then we went to cine to book tickets, and we settle on Hitchhiker’s guide to Galaxy or something like that… ok, then we went to coffee club express to talk crap, drank Iced Passion Tea, nice!!! Sweet, “Taste like Passion Fruit” DUH, and there’s ice cream, and he drank Iced Earl Grey Tea…. Not too bad, very nice smelling… than after chatting for a while, about his projects, his trip to Taiwan and what happen in the hotel room with a whole bunch of man and a housemaid and a TV, *wink*. Hmmm…. Then we talk about his friend’s story, Weiliang and Sharon, job interview for the health checkup thingy, my redang trip, stars….and ya…lots of crap….. then we settled our dinner at Mos Burger, I ate the usual, Terriyaki Chicken burger, and he ate the beef rice thingy…the one that Diana ate before one… with “Mosses” er…lame…hahaha

Hmm, he suggested that next time our outing we could go to the Underworld world, cause there this new attraction where we can see Angel Fish at night….which glows….WOW…. must be nice, and maybe the Carlsberg tower, musical fountain… lalala… dono when but ya…maybe… hahahaha

Hmm, then he is very bad in guessing the kind of flowers I like…Roses, lily, Chrysanthemum, Kang Nai Xing, Orchid…the purple flower…. And none correct…. So he resorted to standing in front of a florist, hoping to get some hint from there…and finally, he’s right.

Ok, so we watch the movie at 910 pm and I met Lian Jin, Chen Jun and his friend. Long time no see… haha… ok, the guys are getting ok, Chen Jun going to army soon, lian jin in sep… da da da

He sent me home, missed his last train…TOO BAD, :P hahaha….ok, I’m being evil…. But thanks! Hahaha…

MARKETING JOB AVAILABLE

2005-06-02T11:12:00.000+08:00

Girls, my friend Mabel asked me if anyone is interested in a marketing job in a Japanese export and importing of Forklift Company….called Komatsu Forklift

Job Description
Ø Requires a diploma in Business
Ø No experience needed
Ø Permanent job
Ø To support sales executives
Ø Must be good in powerpoint and doing presentation
Ø Need to analyze market data
Ø Work in Jurong
Ø Transport provided

Movie, KBOX, Practical driving lesson

2005-06-02T11:10:00.000+08:00

Some updates on what I did over the week…on Monday, it was supposed to be project day, but my stomach cramp is killing me, so we allocated the stuffs, and we went home, then on Tuesday, went out with Yvonne and Elf, saw Monster-in-law, nice! I love this kind of comedy, hahahah, brainless yet funny….haha…J Lo is good…. ok, then we went KBOX, sang for 3 hours, did some shopping, and bought 2 tops…. And now, I’m damm broke…..VERY….

Then yesterday went out with my friend to watch the Madasca or something like that, whatever, the cartoon with the animals…it is very cute, with little storyline, but funny, the penguins are very cute, “You didn’t see anything….” Hahaha yeap….. and the giraffe is stupid…hahah…but my friend is still too quiet….he is that quiet and when you talk, it makes you seem talkative, that kind of quiet…

Oh, by the way, I took my practical driving lessons yesterday and today, both at 8 am and I am definitely a poor driver, the instructor nearly die, puke and attempted to jump out of the car….hahahah… cause I step on the accelerator too hard….and also the brake…and the journey is jerky….very….jerky…hahahah…..

Personality Quiz

2005-05-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

Took a quiz from http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx true? To a certain a extent i think.

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (This is definatly true, cause I don't trust guys easily, HAHA and I'm looking for serious committed relationships.)

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. ( I Hate to STUDY, URGH.)

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. (This is because, I have low self esteem in terms of looks..)

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

LATEST NEWS FROM NUS: 30 May 2005, Bukit Timah Campus to belong to NUS

2005-05-30T18:09:00.000+08:00

When Deputy Prime Minister and Coordinating Minister for Security and Defence Dr Tony Tan announced that the Bukit Timah campus will be returned to NUS, everyone is happy during their dinner, their 700 Alumni, but not me, the going to be NUS student! I am DEVASATED. This is because the Law and Business School will be moving to the Bukit Timah Campus where SMU are locating at. This means, no HALL LIFE, I’m stuck with BUS 67 AGAIN, ever since secondary school days, can’t meet my friends from engineering for dinner, rushing back to main campus for CCA activities? URGH!!!! Unless there is a shuttle bus to and fro the campus from the Hall after school for CCA activities, then that ain’t too bad, but still, URGH, why!!!!!!

Ok, get over it girl….

BRAVO

2005-05-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

Oh, just remembered, during our Bangkok trip, our brother Jianye is of great help man!!! He is simply not the shopping kind, but throughout the trip with no complain, he carried all our stuffs for us!!! BRAVO…. Hahaha

I'm BACK (sorry sharon, too early hor..haha)

2005-05-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

Ok, got back from Bangkok and Redang, both of the trip is very very fun!!!

First the Bangkok trip, bought lots of stuffs but now I am regretting that I did not buy enough tops and bags and slippers urgh….

Things I bought

DAY 1
1 Ear ring
4 Necklace (For my sis and groupmates)
1 pair of heels
1 Belt (For my sis)
5 T-shirts ( 2 for my sis, 1 for my maid, left 2 for myself or my cousin, still deciding..)
4 Racer back ( my sister took 1)
1 Head band (for my sis)
1 Beach scarf (for my mum)
1 pair of sandals

DAY 2
2 sleeveless top (1 for my mum, but she cannot fit in, so for my sis)
1 Soccer jersey (for my brother)
2 Roxy tshirt (1 for my sister)
1 brown bag
1 Coca Cola fan (for my brother, I used it during my shopping in the Cha tu chak market)
3 ear rings
5 waist scarf ( 1 for my sister)
3 bags ( 1 for my sister)
1 formal bag
1 sling bag (for my maid)
1 black slip-ons
1 pair of sunglass
1 belt (for my maid)
2 slippers
2 shorts
3 razor back (1 for my sis)
3 belts (for my dad)
4 bikinis (2 for my good friends)
1 shirt (for my dad)
1 belt (for my sis)

that is most of the things that I bought during my shopping trip…

As for Redang, it is the SUN, the SEA, the STARs….. we went snorkeling …ok, the 3 girls attracted LOADS of attention there, cause we are the only bunch of girls, cause the guest in the resort were either families, couples or bunch of guys…ok, in addition, we were one of the few that wear so little….bikinis….. except those Caucasians girls… ok, so guys keep glaring which is kind of sick…. Because there ain’t any hunks…hahaha, except for 2 guys from France, they are quite cute though…hahaha

Ok, then the snorkeling instructor was especially nice to us, he brought us to some other areas away from the crowd, to see other fishes, like star fish, sea cucumber, Christmas tree worm, parrot fish, baby shark, eel, giant groupers, clams and lots more!!!! Hahah, ok my friend is really nice, he bought a pillow for me so that I will not break my neck during my 10 hours ride on the bus…hahahhaha….

Ok, let me stop here…oh by the way, there are tons of pic…but perhaps I will upload to the web when I’m not feeling lazy…but Redang is really nice hehe

AWAY...LALALA...HOLIDAY...

2005-05-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

YEAH, going Bangkok tomorrow!!! Kind of excited, haha, shopping spree, hopefully there will be lots of things to buy!!!!!! YEAH….then the Redang trip I’m also very excited, hopefully there are a lot of seashells for me to pick!!! Yeah….

But I have only change like S$400 and my sister, KAKA, mum and friends ask me to buy so many things…. L

AWAY TO BANGKOK AND REDANG

FROM 21st MAY TO 27th MAY.

KBOX, AWARDS, CORN, BANGKOK

2005-05-20T09:58:00.000+08:00

Going KBOX later with Max and Alex…hopes that I will be fun…haha… sian…

Yesterday received the letter from NP, the list of awards just goes on, but I’m the least excited, what are these achievements for? You can’t bring it to your grave can you? HAHA, but the money is good, when I told my mum about the $$, she is the least excited, but said, wah, then still get $$ from Dad for my Bangkok trip, HELLO!!! No words of encouragement? I’m pissed, so I show her I’m pissed, and she realized, then she say, okok, let’s go celebrate when you receive your money, you will treat the whole family to dinner? DEFINITELY I WILL!

Then when my Dad is back, I wanted to tell him the good news, but yeah, he didn’t heard me from my room screaming for him, cause he is worried about the huge corn under my sister’s feet. EWEE, it is gross yeah, and my sister took MC because of this corn, went to the polyclinic this morning, hopefully they could give her an injection * EVIL HEHE * Nah, because that will solve her problem fast, she tried the corn plaster but it just won’t work and now she is getting all itchy and stuffs …EE…

Tomorrow going Bangkok, kind of look forward to it!! but I have yet to pack my stuffs, haha, how lazy can I get….

I hate Phuture

2005-05-19T13:29:00.000+08:00

I realized that I hate clubbing, actually I enjoy dancing but I simply hate the crowd, the environment, and I hate Phuture. It is gross very gross. Yesterday I went Zouk, and apparently Sharon fly my kite once again, pissed, but I know she feels sad too, cause she keep wanting to go clubbing. I decided not to club anymore, not to club when they are no special events, like people’s birthday or what, perhaps I’m old le, I’ll just stick to pubbing?

The following reasons are why I’ve decided not to club:-

1) Smoking environment – This is so bad for the lungs, my throat is still feeling smoky
2) Alcoholic drinks – This is so bad for your liver….
3) Despo guys, Se pe pe – they are so gross, so touchy, this makes me gets soo turn off by guys, I will start hating guys if this continues…..
4) Late nights – this will makes you look fatigue, old, haggard and a living zombie….
5) Warm environment – ok, the warm environment will cause nose bleed for me, and I’ll have to drink tons of water to prevent that from happening…
6) $$$ - waste of money, not only on drinks, even though Ladies night entrance is free and Zouk has one for one from 11am to 12 am, still, it’s a waste of money, and if you/your friend did not drive, you will have to waste cab fare with midnight charges etc…

Ok, for all these, all you get is FUN, that last for 4 – 5 hours? Is it worth it? I dono…

Hmm, girls don temp me, but yesterday is a sucky night, the guys just kept touching and holding my waist till I can’t stand it but to go alone to Mambo to breath some “fresh” air. Phuture is gross, and my friends simply love it, why do you go there knowingly that you will be taken advantage of. Why cheapen yourself like that? URGH, ok, if there are more people then perhaps it is alright, yesterday, with 3 girls only, we are practically surrounded by peaks of wolves, and they are definitely gross. URGH…

Out with Jason to Esplanade

2005-05-18T10:03:00.000+08:00

Ok, went out with this guy called Jason, he is my friend’s friend and the “date” had a bad bad start….he is late for 45 minutes, apparently because there is a huge jam in the roads towards the city…. But everything else was quite ok…we didn’t watch any movie because it was kind of late, and I made him carry my pink Giordano umbrella…haha, as a punishment, then I asked him to think of a place to eat, because I hate making such decisions, it is just to difficult to make such decisions hahaha….

So we suggested a few place, like …I forgot… haha ok, so he asked me if I have being to Esplanade’s roof terrace, and I said NO, because obviously I do not know of it’s existence…. So he suggested that we get some finger food and head there as a remedy for his late-coming…. Cause he claimed that the view there is very nice… (At that point of time, I’m thinking, OMG, this guy definitely knows how to cheat girls….) ok, so we head down to Suntec, and we still do not know what to get, he suggested Delifrance, er no, I am sick of bread, then fast food, I told him I’m on diet, so finally we settle on NYDC’s cheesecake and mango cake (FOR ME!). Then we went Carrefour to grab some fruit juices and we saw Secret Recipe with a huge banner hanging outside the outlet, “Winner of the best cheesecake in town” of something like that, URGH… what a waste, I missed Secret Recipe’s raspberry cheesecake… ok, so we headed down to Esplanade…WOW, the view is nice, definitely, very romantic, but I am way too tired to appear excited…. Haha, just kind of relieve that I reach that place….so we walk around the roof terrace, couldn’t find a place to sit, and so he suggested going down to the river bay and sit. Hmm…that is ok, except that there are lots of mosquitos….

Ok, so we sit down, eat talk, laugh, and he is very touchy, in the sense that, he likes to tickles me, I mean, er, this is like the first date??!!! Ok…aside from that, too bad he is not a Christian, HAH, then we talk, he keep making fun of my pink stuffs, pink top, pink earings, pink slip-ons, pink MP3, pink umbrella which he is holding, and coincidently, I’m reading a book with a pink cover….URGH…. ok…then we talk about cheesecakes, where can we get good cheesecakes, and apparently, he can bake cheesecakes…. Then we talk about school, he is from poly, and that is the 3rd time he told me, but I simply can’t remember, then in NTU, taking Electric and Electronic engineering, under SIA scholarship…. Then we share some music, he let me listen some of the music in his MP3, and he is into Indies Band (Not Indian, but some life band kind of music, which is quite nice, then some American band…) Talking about how he don’t enjoy clubbing, and how weiliang, his friend is soo “surprised” by Sharon’s appearance, in a nice nice way of course…. Hahahhaa… then he sent me home to the lift… and we said goodbye…. And he even sms asking me if I have reach home….DOTZ…..he knows how to treat a lady….definitely…..

A misunderstanding with the guy from orchard...

2005-05-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

Being doing the competition for almost the whole day, really tired, and my groupmate’s attitude is SO encouraging….. looking forward to the movie later and now taking a short break myself…. Just now, a stupid incident happened over the MSN with “the guy from orchard”.

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
yo

★lalalalal says:
hello

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
wat u doing man/>?

★lalalalal says:
haha, in school doing the competition stuff lor

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
hey ask u..wanna find some time go watch kingdom of heavens?

★lalalalal says:
can, with who?

★lalalalal says:
but i leaving for bangkok on saturday

★lalalalal says:
and redang on tues

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
how abt thurs or fri?

★lalalalal says:
who is going?

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
i planning to watch with one guy..then we looking for more pple

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
u ask ur tat sharon or some friend along too lah?

★lalalalal says:
hahhahahaa...she watched le

★lalalalal says:
michel watch le?

OK, this is when the misunderstandin starts….

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
er..

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
u noe hu i am?

★lalalalal says:
hmm....

★lalalalal says:
ok, i think i got the wrong person

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
:S

★lalalalal says:
oh no....

★lalalalal says:
you are?!

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
raymond....e guy in e rain at orchard

★lalalalal says:
oh.........

★lalalalal says:
kkk, cause your nick ah

★lalalalal says:
cannot see who is it la

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
:@

Ok, when i realise who it actually is, i decided not to watch the movie...so...

★lalalalal says:
eh, but i damm broke now, cause going shopping at bangkok le

★lalalalal says:
then sharon sure don want to go one

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
okok no need to say anymore..

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
understand..

Ok, this guy is feeling sian now...

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
hu u tot i was?

★lalalalal says:
oh one of my church friend

★lalalalal says:
hahaha,

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
oic

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
oh yah..u noe a guy in church called raymod too

★lalalalal says:
er no

Oh SHIT, this is when my cover got exposed, cause i once told him i dono who is he cause i know too many ppl call Raymond, from camp, school, church etc....

bring balance to e force?sounds like a good deal..Juz do it!-Nike says:
no meh?tat time u ask me which raymond..

★lalalalal says:
i got friend call raymond from school, sports camp...

Ok, this is not convincing enough to cover my lie....

★lalalalal says:
next time, just tell me , eh serene, raymond here

★lalalalal says:
the guy from orchard

After i said this, he called his nick to....

raymond in orchard road says:
muz say tat meh?

Ok, after all these conversations it is more of those that I'm trying to sound busy...

Shit, i am bad in turning guys down....

PISSED, AMORE, MOVIE, HOLIDAY

2005-05-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

Went to school this morning, and I’m pissed.

Went Amore at night, and took their Hi Lo class, MAN, it’s great! Even though I feel like a wooden block, trying to keep up with the aerobics and dance steps, still it was fun! Whole body aching right now, and it’s going to be worst tomorrow, hopefully I can recover by Wednesday to make it to Zouk. HAHAHAHA….whatever…..

Tomorrow catching movie with Jason, my church friend’s friend, haven decide what movie to watch, but it is definitely better than the House of Wax I watch with Jinde which I nearly cried, cause it’s way too gross and saddening. Tomorrow got to go school again. I just hate it…..

URGH….looking forward to my HOLIDAYS….LALALA…….Bangkok here I come on Saturday, DAY 1 shopping, DAY 2 MORE SHOPPING, DAY 3 SHOPPI NG YEAH!!!! Then when I reach Singapore the next day, REDANG HERE I COME!!! Trying to be a beach babe, hopefully I wouldn’t turn into a charcoal….HHAHAHHAHA

Chinablack, Maxine BDAY, Fish and Co

2005-05-15T20:01:00.000+08:00

Went clubbing on Friday at ChinaBlack for Grace BDAY. And the worst thing of my life happened right there…. I guess perhaps it’s Friday the 13? HA, whatever. HAHAHA. Ok, let’s get into the story, first I meet them around 10.30 and the queue is sooo long. So Sharon pull me out of the queue like thrice before we decide that I have to go through the CD shop and meet Shi wei who is already in the queue sneakily. Ok, I felt like a mouse, sneaking here and there. URGH…. Ok, everything was fun, the music is good when they play R&B but the crowd is damn gross, not the usual transvestite, gays, lesbians, butch, young lians and bengs (which is also bad), but GUYS, LOTS of GUYS….OMG….. we are like the 5 or 10% of girls??? And the dance floor is filled with the STICKO NAN REN WEI…OMG….HAHAH, but it was fun, Sharon was fun, Dora was fun, Qian Yu was fun, Grace was fun, and Shi wei is FUNNY. HAHA…Then there is this sicko who is dancing right behind me, trying to hold me waist…GROSS….. I attempt to jab him with my elbow, jump and step on his feet, but he just wouldn’t bulge, until a guy friend came and swap a place with me. Then another sicko despo guy came and attempting to know me and Pei Qi, which is again gross. I practically ignore him and he can’t catch a clue? Hmm, then another guy, which is kinda of good looking ask me for a dance, from NTU I guess, kind of short, and got rejected. No, I don’t dance with strangers, hahah.. too bad.

Then nightmare comes, my nose bled, this is the most embarrassing night I ever encounter when I goes clubbing, it is both gross, cause they are practically a whole lot of BLOOD, and it just wouldn’t stop. Then worried Sharon pulled me to the toilet to clean up the mess. Oh MAN, hey I didn’t bleed because there are too many guys k, I guess the temperature is way too warm for me in there…scary….got to visit the polyclinic for a referral to nasal specialist. But when? With all the competition and next week the holiday, perhaps when I’m back from all the fun before I face the doctor…

Then on Saturday went to Maxine’s bday, apparently only Alex and Me went, and Shu yan and Maxine’s other friends. Diana fly her kite, for what reasons I dono, and Sharon too, fly her kite, cause she is quarreling with her BF. Oh dear…. Then me and Alex, what do we do by entertaining ourselves? By EATING, what else. HAHA…

Then today, SUNDAY! I love Sundays! Went church, then Fish and Co with my SISTA! ATE seafood platter for two! YUM YUM!!!!

2 Sides of a Coin – Chapter 2

2005-05-11T16:25:00.000+08:00

2 sides of a coin. 2 personalities of a person. 2 eyes to see. 2 ears to listen.A story I made up, a fictitious one … a story can’t end … history repeats

Chapter 2

In the Island of Deceptions
In a castle of protected walls
A sweet young looking girl I once saw was dead
Her beloved, most trusted betrayed

Trapped in her fortress
Shield from the evil world
Blinded by her deceitful partner
Blinded by her ignorant self

Times passed
Things changed
So did a mere human

Yet unknown to her
Her great ignorance

Many calls it naïve
But obtuse in reality

A true friend she once had
Murdered by her vicious tongue
A false-hearted man
Held close like gem

Perhaps, a piece of broken glass
Mistaken as a jewel
Now her friend laid dead
Her heart yet unchanged

**This one is not edited by my beloved editor, because she is not online. So I’ll risk it if there is any poor English found.

Class gathering

2005-05-10T13:47:00.000+08:00

Eating hotdog bread again…but drinking a different stuff…. Peach Green Tea with pearls….hahaha…sian ah….eh that weird orchard guy asked Sharon and me out, Sharon you say you busy right? HAHAH, then I told him I also busy with my stuffs….AHAHAHAHA…. whatever….. looking forward to Friday’s clubbing!!! It’s being a long long time since I last club…… yesterday had a great time with part of the 6B01…. It was quite fun and the Chicken Baked Rice in Swensons is Splendid!!!! Absolutely delicious!!! HAHAHAHAH YUMMY, with the cheese…hmmm….I know Dora hates cheese now….hahaha….

NUS here i come!

2005-05-08T19:15:00.000+08:00

To Dear ALL, who are concern of my decision in which UNI I am choosing. I have made up my mind, and it is NUS. Even though SMU and NTU offered me Business too, I have finally made up my mind and I’m just glad that God has a plan for me! Yeah! Hahaha

Oh shit, I have an interview on Thursday, please pray for me….. thanks…

IPOD mini + Wala Wala

2005-05-07T10:51:00.000+08:00

Got my I-Pod mini on Thursday with Sharon at Orchard, I wanted a pink I-Pod Mini 4 GB one, but when we go TAKA’s Best, only left Green….Eweeee….then Sharon called up PS’s Best, no more 4GB one le, and I called IMM’s Best, only left Blue and Green, Damm it. So I asked the person, how else can I get the PINK I-Pod Mini. And he told me to try the Apple Store at Wheellock Place, so we went and YES, I got my Pink I-Pod Mini!!! Yeah….then I got it’s skin….$30 after discount…shit lor….so irritating….ya anyway, I’m happy with it…HAPPY HAPPY…..hahaha

Yesterday, I went Wala wala with Elf and Yvonne, then there is this “Ang Moh Se Pe Pe” came up and talk to Elf, HAHAHAHA, he commented that Elf have nice legs, WHICH IS VERY TRUE, and wanted to buy drinks for us. Cause we are sitting at the window, the “Ang Moh Se Pe Pe” keep looking up at Elf’s legs, how irritating. Cause he is an Ang Moh, and he is old enough to be old father, and he is very Se = Dirty so we named him Ang Moh Se Pe Pe. HAHAHA….. But yesterday, there are soooooooo many people, I cannot believe it. That time I went with Lydia on Saturday at around 8 plus, there are not many people, even the waiter can remember me when I came down yesterday. He though that I went down with Lydia again, hahaha… Ok, so we went up, then we have to get a drink before going up, then still got chop on our hands somemore…. Ok, then we went up, and there is a HUGE crowd, OH NO…..it is only 8 o clock when we went up, and there is SUCH A HUGE CROWD already!!!!!!! So we went around looking for tables where we found none and thus ended up pulling chairs from all over to the window table. But the Wala Wala chicken wing is NICE, and we ate their Hawaiian Pizza, YAM YAM!!!!! I ordered fruit punch, hahaha, cause I just don’t feel like drinking alcohol, and Elf ordered Virgin Mary, which tasted like some pizza sauce, with tomato sauce, chilli sauce and Tabasco sauce in it! GROSS…. So she ordered other drinks instead, hahaha…..

Anyway, Yvonne was telling me about this guy called Josh where she met at Zouk, and apparently they became friends after Yvonne step on his foot and that he is very eligible to be her BF. Hahahah…. He is from NS, and going to ORD soon and had a placement in life sciences in NTU, not bad looking, family quite wealthy I think, got a driving license, and she says his personality also quite nice. Ok… hahaha… perhaps he is the one for her ….and once again, she will find a BF earlier than us!!! Hahahah…and I heard that this Josh has got a very good looking friend call Tomy, but too bad, he is not a Christian…. Hahahahaha….

Focus group discussions

2005-05-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

Today we had our focus group in Ngee Ann, block 72, 03-03… and to my surprises, we actually had 8 participants when we expect only 6. Let me explain why….

Initially, I asked Weipeng, aka Ivan aka Mousedeer to go and perhaps get a few friends, so he agreed and found 1 friend from his army to come. Then I asked Weiyang aka Jeremiah and Yizhuang who also agreed to come. Ok, so now, on my side I have 4 guys. Then Maxine asked Alex and Sharon get Nicky aka Ah Kiat, who is Jim’s brother, and Jim is Sharon’s BF. So now we have 6!

Then I met my friend for dinner before everything starts at KAP’s Mac, and suddenly Jian Cong aka Henry and Michel aka Michelle appeared!!! Ok, this is meant to be a surprise from Mousedeer that they turn out, and indeed I’m surprised! They are all from my church, and I really thank GOD for sending these good BROTHERS who are willing to help you when all your friends don’t, giving excuses etc. But they agreed and even though Michel came all the way from his workplace at Katong and he stays in Yishun, and he is willing to come, that is what BROTHERS are for!!!!! Thank you all BROTHER!!!

Oh, I was also kind of surprise when Alex turned up too when Maxine asked him to come, cause I though he can’t be bothered, but NO, he actually come and help us out too!!! Even though he came down from Sentosa, he is willing to come down and help us too! THANKS ALEX! And Maxine and I owe him a KTV treat. HAHAHAHAH…..

Talking about AH KIAT, he is a PHOTOCOPY of JIM, only that he is a LIGHTER version. HAHHAHAHA….. OK, Sharon claimed that he is very good looking and kept trying to pull the string between me and him, but perhaps he is too young? He is 20 too, but, I little young? Oh well, that stupid Sharon keep matchmaking me with all guys, EH, my shelf life is still quite long le, perhaps when I’m 23, without a BF, then I will call up SHARON for help. HAHAHAHAHAH…. Oh talking about this Ah Kiat, he is kind of Beng too, which resembles his brother Jim. His eyes, nose and chin looks just like Jim’s! Ok, Sharon claimed that he looks 20% better than Jim, I would have agree to that, but I’ll stop right here commenting about him. Perhaps if I have a chance to share on how I feel about this Ah Kiat aka Nicky, preferably called as NICK, hahahaha by me, then we shall see….HAHAHAHAH

Ok, so the focus group is a ALL GUYS TEAM, and my brother Henry and Michel is way too LAME, OH NO, not Sharon and Maxine knows that I have such LAMER FRIENDS, hahahaha, but they are pretty funny la, I must say…..throughout the focus group discussion, 80% I was either laughing real loud, giggling, laughing with my mouth cover, and trying hard not to laugh. So hahahah…. The focus group is FUN!!!

Ex-BF......

2005-05-04T13:06:00.000+08:00

Blogger… HAAAhaha… wat to write…hmmm…sian sian…Oh, yesterday, my ex-boyfriend who I have not met for about 3 years asked me out for a chat or something, but should I go? I’m afraid that we don’t things to talk about… it’s being 3 years after all…. And we ain’t that close when we are together…we are only together…like 2 weeks then?

Should I go??

Maybe, maybe not…will he be disappointed when he sees me? Hhahaha…maybe…. I think I look older le…. Wait so chao lao…. Hahahaha… haiz… sian….

Journey

2005-05-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

Life is indeed a long long journey... I'm here to share a very meaningful song with everyone, especially DORA, perhaps this song may encourage and help you too.

This song is shared by my caregroup sister and when she shared this, i realised that this song is actually rather Christian, talking about our long, tough life we are going through before we go back home to be with the Lord in His Kingdom. This song's lyrics is quite useful to ME.

Journey by Zhang Shao Han from Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe

When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till
I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on Calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause it's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you to you

Sunday School Retreat

2005-05-02T20:01:00.000+08:00

Just got back from Sunday School retreat, really enjoyed it!!! It was better than I expected it to be! It was the first time that I went to a Sunday School retreat and I build better bonds with the teachers and co-teachers there! I know more people, like people from Junior Youth Fellowship (JYF) and 85/86 group, and Peiling and other teachers who I though they are rather scary and fierce, but no, they are in fact every nice.

Ok, so in Yi Zhuang’s request, what have I gain from this retreat? I build better bonds!

In addition, I have also learned a lot on Sunday Schools, the technique to singing…the breathing and all that, how to lead worship and songs during children’s worship.

I also realize that I need to lead a good role model for the kids too!! Especially in terms of my dressing…. The two message preach by the two teachers, both touch on dressing…No too revealing clothes during Sunday worship, no spaghetti, no bareback, less sleeveless, no short skirts…OH NO….but yes, I will try and dress appropriately.

On top of that, I have to read more, especially on books for the children…. I really like the CD that preacher Shirley let us listen. The CD is on Children’s worship and all the songs are sings by the children, they are just too adorable and the Big big big big God song is really cute too!!!

Now, I really look forward to the coming Children’s camp, this is the first time for me too! Even though it is for the children, but I guess I will learn from it too! THANK GOD for loving, and sending so many angels and putting them in my life, encouraging me! THANK YOU LORD!

Life sucks...

2005-04-25T13:33:00.000+08:00

My life sucks….I’m always crying for work and studies….am I an idiot? Haha…people cried for their love ones….but I cried for work…what an idiot…..

I can understand how Dora’s feels now…when people around you seems to console you…but none of their words seems to help…HA… you just need time alone…

Got to face it later….face my loving group mates…. Ha… I don’t know what will happen later… hopefully nothing nasty….hopefully no tears will be involved….I’m control and holding my tears…fighting with all my might to keep them from flowing…. But it doesn’t seem to work….

2005-04-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

To DORA: Hey, I truly like to help you and console you, but I am not good with words, and I’m bad in expressing myself. But I guess, because I’m not a close friend of yours, it will seem weird and inappropriate to just come up to you to support you. But I do hope that you are doing good, because I always believe in the rainbow after the rain. It may sounds cliché, but it’s true. I guess what you really need is some time for yourself, but do take care, for there are so many people around you that truly cares for you. You are not alone in this.

Have you ever being in a situation where whatever you are doing, it just seems to be all wrong?

Have you ever feel that the world whole is blaming you for whatever it goes wrong?

Have you feel that life is sometimes just so sucky?

Ha. That is how I feel.

Everything just seems so wrong. Life just sucks.

I am supposed to enjoy my holidays, just like everyone else. Hoping to slack through, earn some dollars for my ever growing expenses. HEY, I’m also human, I’m not a robot, cold-blooded animal or some super woman. I’m a mere lady, just like you and I.

But I guessed I brought it to myself HUH. I guess I just have to bear with it, because I made the commitment to what I am doing now. Even though I hate to do it, but since I picked up this challenge, no matter what, I have to go through this.

This is tiring but still controllable….

I hate this... ARGH…

No one can understand, I guess no one will even try to understand, I have myself and my LORD, as usual… I have to confide in myself….HAHA….miserable huh… yeah…that’s my life…. Weaknesses shown to myself, I know what I’m like… I know I’m weak at times… I know I need support…. I know I need someone to understand….but who don’t.

Just so tired….feeling sick… the cough, sore throat, headache and cold is not enough to torture me… just get this over and done with….I’m sure I’m stronger than I think I am. Never underestimate yourself, for our Lord will not put trials that you cannot handle.

Waiting for the rainbow after the rain…..

As promised, there will be a rainbow…

To Diana: I hope you will consider returning to our team, I know this is tough for you, so is it for Sharon, Maxine and myself. We made the sacrifices as we agreed upon when we first commit to ourselves to this. You are not the only one I guess. Do you know that because of your departure, you bring down the spirit of everyone of us in the team? I don’t blame you, knowing your reasons for what you are doing, what I’m trying to tell you is that, you matter to our team. You are our friends, and I definitely don’t wish to spoil this relationship we had for this one whole torturous, challenging and difficult year. I won’t want to just give up like that on a friendship; it is not how a friendship should be handled. I guess every often each person’s priority in life is different, you may have your own commitment you want to do your best in, and we have ours. Everyone is different, that makes our team so unique. If dedicating the work is what most of our team wants, so be it. But I’m tired of all this quarrels or disagreement because of work. But I have to say that, I won’t want to be a team leader anymore, it is tiring and definitely not easy. I want to be a team player. Let you guys tell me what I need to do, following is definitely easier than leading… being a leader is tough when all the pressure from lecturers is on you and when the team does not have a common goal, it is tough. We will just meet on Monday, and see what we can do. We have to get through this all together, just get this done, as we have promised and made our commitment to the lecturers. And after that, we can call for a celebration, irregardless or winning or losing, it is the process that makes a different. This is only a game; I don’t care if we win or not what matters is that you truly put in your best effort and will not regard it even when you lose.

Hey, we are still going Amore together right? I need you to motivate me to exercise!! I think I have to drag Sharon, so I don think she can motivate me…haha… So Diana, to be frank, I like you as a friend, though you may not like me as a friend but to let you know, I cherish 6B01.1 or 6B01A whatever you call it. Each one of you made a difference in my life…..

Why am I getting all emotional here… I have to stop here before I start crying…HAH…

I AM SO SICK......

2005-04-21T19:03:00.000+08:00

Haiz….initially, planning to go class BBQ tomorrow…but most likely I will not be going already…still feeling sick….and my throat is killing me…. Even though I really want to go….but there just seem to be soo many reasons not making me go…..haiz.

1) We are doing the competition in school, most likely till 5, and there are meeting at Newton at 5.30pm…and clearly stated..PLEASE DO NOT BE LATE….
2) Then my dear, beloved group mate all not going…… man….Sharon….keep saying…see first see first….Diana follows….all ended up meeting BF or friend la…and all don feel like going because of a common reason….eh girls, I don even care about that reason, and you all keep considering…only left with Maxine….initially she not going, but heard that I maybe going…so she maybe going…now, I not going, she maybe also not going…..
3) The above reasons I still can try to go down….. the worst is that my throat….. it is killing me…. I can’t even say a proper sentence without coughing…. Man…and I keep having headache…giddiness…and cold sweat…hey, I am not pregnant…Girls, I am not hungry either…. I think is the heatiness …FA REI…. Haha…. And my groupmate bully me!!!! Sharon will know what I mean…haha…eh Sharon I tried my best le….just staring at those numbers is making me more giddy…..

Ok….sorry 6B01, I can’t attend…but I know you guys will have fun without DO RE X….so enjoy!!!! Sincerely, enjoy!!!

Sick, Class BBQ, BBDC, Jill Winters, Exam results

2005-04-21T09:34:00.000+08:00

Still feeling kind of sick…. With sore throat and cough…OH MAN….tomorrow got class BBQ, I don care, I want to eat, maybe a little…hahah… I missed BBQ food…oh well…eat first…and cannot talk later…who cares….sometimes I just missed the times when I can’t talked. I lost my voice 4 times in my life….and I always tell God, ok, I have to cherish my voice, I will not misuse words ….but very often, I failed….I guess there is a lesson to be learn during each and every time I lost my voice…

OH GREAT…. Just now, I went for BBDC basic theory practice….. and guess what! AM I DUMB OR pure stupid??? I FAILED ALL THE PRACTICE….so now, I am going to postpone my evaluation…. And hopefully I will go and study…I failed by 2 – 5 marks for most of the practice…. And it is because I did not study….when I flip through the book, with all the signs, pictures and words… I just feel like closing it and go read my book…. Hahaha… I am currently reading a book by Jill Winters, and this author is not bad!! But again, I guess most writers used words like”God, Jesus, and such” casually…. And it is very bad… I was reading halfway….it is about this 27 year old girl, holding 2 degree cert with honors, but working as a temp at a law firm, she has got a boyfriend, er…but the weird thing is there are no commitment and they are not exclusive for one another…k…and she meet this new guy, from her college, and they fall for one another…. And then her boss’s business partner got killed…da da da…. Hmm, I told it is suppose to be a romance??? Why is there murder?? Now it sounded like a thriller…hmm…

Ok, then I check my results today…not too bad…but got 1 B+…….expected…the stupid WISP la!!! But I am very surprised that I got AD for BPC, hmmm……..because some people in my class did mark down my percentage during the peer appraisal….even though I am not too sure why? To be objective, I did not mark down on some other people, but since it is over, I don wish to bring up the past all over again…it is very tiring man…so I am just going to enjoy my class gathering…hopefully it will be fun…. But my group members may not be going….hmmm…. GIRLS, go le, go la, go le , go la….. hahaha…

Busy busy busy...

2005-04-19T12:23:00.000+08:00

I’m busy, busy with things that ain’t important in my life….

First, the competition….. though prestigious, yet meaningless. Lots and lots of surveys undone. HOW?!

Wednesday going Zouk, which is tomorrow, before that going BBDC for my first ever basic theory class. Then Thursday, in the morning, I’m going BBDC for the evaluation. When I passed that, I can book for my Basic Theory Test. And on Thursday, I’m watching movie with my friend, he wanted to watch Eye 10. But I guess that show had been release for quite sometime, and we are watching Creep. I hate horror movies, but he likes it. Whatever.

On Friday, initially I planned to go Wala wala, but our class having a BBQ gathering, so I had to postpone it to Saturday. So Friday, BBQ at Eldon’s place.

Saturday, having caregroup in the evening, after that going Wala wala with Yvonne and Elf. Hahahah…..

Sunday, CHURCH!!! Yeah!

Next week….taking off from one of the days, Diana had used hers, for me I guess maybe next week. Going Sentosa with Yvonne and Elf, heard that there is a new bar which is very nice…. Haha

Survey....

2005-04-17T16:51:00.000+08:00

I am feeling kinda sian….. getting people to do survey…..and I am lacking of people aged 30 and above……. especially people aged 50 and above….. OM……..where to find 30 over old people!!!

Pooling resources, pleading friends and relatives to help….haiz….

Nothing much to blog about, as for the prom…nothing much to blog, though it is better than I expected it to be, I guess it doesn’t really impact me, except what Sharon said….

Oh well…

Hmm, going clubbing on Wednesday, I’m a bit tired though…. Then Friday going Wala Wala to eat the chicken wing….exam results out on Friday..OM….…..

2 Sides of a Coin

2005-04-13T10:29:00.000+08:00

2 sides of a coin. 2 personalities of a person. 2 eyes to see. 2 ears to listen.

A story I made up, a fictitious one … a story coming to an end…

Chapter 1

In a far away land
In the Island of Deceptions
A sweet young looking girl I once saw was dead
Her viciousness overthrown her sweetness
It was a complete lie

Perhaps her lack of attention, perhaps her childishness, perhaps all she needs is a little love…

A dark dungeon I put myself in.
Facing different kinds of people.
Some were good, while some were truly evil.
A princess turned witch, several with masks while some couldn’t be bothered.

After numerous warfare with the philosophies, I will be freed, away from the dungeon, escaped, freedom and peace I hoped.

When the floor starts moving, the music played, the poison served, hatred boils. But only light will overcome darkness and only good will overcome evil. Evil can’t stop evil, neither the dark can overcome the gloominess. What I did was wrong but uncontrollable.

I hate to wear a mask, for it makes me hard to breathe, I can’t hide my feelings, I decided to show it.

Guilt floods when evilness sprang into my heart.

Seeing the beauty being poison, captured by the evil hands of the tyrants, my heart softens. I had to help, even though I hate to, but I have to.

It was not reciprocated; I regretted and decided, to stay away, far away from her.

Her viscous tongue continued to labor, her evilness continued to show but never did she anticipate, she will be faced with betrayal.

Her beloved, most trusted will betray.

** Special thanks to my beloved editor! You know who!

Movie and Books Review

2005-04-12T08:26:00.000+08:00

Took a break yesterday and went out with Yvonne for a movie. We watched Spaglish, and it was quite good, considering the low budget of the movie, it was neither a blockbuster nor was it a well publicized movie, but it was really good! It was funny and it did communicate the message of the movie, informing people the importance to maintain your heritage, you know, the salad and soup thing? In the show, the Mexican mother and daughter were trying very hard to survive in the America, working in a white family and attempting to preserve their Hispanic heritage too. It was funny, yet the meaning was clearly established. NICE!

I was halfway reading this book, called Bad Boys by Oliva Goldsmith, I though the book was interesting, saying how a woman at certain stage in life are often attracted to Bad Boys, and how a woman attempt to change her best friend who apparently is a nerd, into a Bad Boy. After the changed, she began to realize that her best friend is no longer who she knew, turning into a bad boy, a jerk. Will she lose her best friend? I don’t know, I am still reading halfway through it. Even though seems kind of interesting, but I hate the language used, the used of Jesus, God and such, as though it is a comma, exclamation mark and all. Perhaps, that is how Americans expressed themselves, but still, it was just kind of unacceptable for me. Borrowed another book, called Love Bites, hopefully it is interesting. Hmm, I prefer books that are lighthearted and brainless, hahaha. But here, I would recommend a book by Lesley Pearse. Girls, remember the Yellow Book cover I once told you about, hahaha, it is Trust Me by Lesley Pearse, the plot is kind of like a bibliography, very touching and saddening story, the only thing I remembered while reading that book was that it was really good, kind of heart wrenching for me personally, if I did not remember wrongly. Hahaha….

Ok, enough of movie and book reviews….. haiz….going for the project meeting later…. Sad…. But at least it is at Holland V, ain’t that bad huh…..

NTU VS NUS

2005-04-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

Hmm…being kind of lazy lately…. Took a leave from my group in the competition on Monday…my turn to rest hahaa… ok, recently, being really sian and bother on which uni to choose…it’s a tug and war between NUS and NTU each have their own pros and cons…and I seriously don’t know which one to choose? Maybe I should use some matrix table or something I learnt from BB, er…decision making rule? Like the lexicographic thingy or something ….hahahaha nah….

Ok below is some of the info I gotten from some of my personal sources haha…

NTU VS NUS

SAMA SAMA - Reputation: NTU’s nanyang business school is one of the most reputable among Asia, being ranked one of the top in Asia. NUS’s business course is the most established and the oldest, thus also had a reputable image.

NUS - Brand Name: NTU, Nanyang technological university, perhaps people may mistook it as a school from China?? NUS, National University Singapore, may be more prestigious….

NTU - Courses: NTU had specialization, and the specialization will be stated in the degree, but NUS, even though having specialization, will not state the specialization on the cert, but a general degree of Business Administration

NTU - Honors: NTU is a 3 years direct honor but NUS is 4 years direct honor

NUS - Overseas Network: NTU had overseas attachment and exchange program, but NUS has a more rounded and extensive overseas network.

NTU: Campus: NTU is more vibrant, and had hostel ready for the first year student. NUS is said to be deader, and hostel depends on your CCA and points accumulated.

NUS: People: I know a few friend going to take up NUS course, is that a bad or good thing? I don’t know, given my BAD reputation in NP, it is certainly a bad thing I guess. HAHA…. I don’t know, but I got many church friends in NUS too, so maybe that maybe of help to me….. And they asked me to join the Christian fellowship in NUS campus that would be a plus point for my spiritual life…. NTU, I am sure I will know people from school going into NTU as well…. Haiz…. I know a few friends currently in NTU, but not from church…

Both are equally good! HOW?! Shit, this doesn’t help at all…..

What is the world becoming....

2005-04-08T16:41:00.000+08:00

What is the world becoming? Are all the guys blind?

Went clubbing at Zouk on Wednesday. And I actually got pick up by guys at the club? Crazy! That is not the worst….just today…after I went shopping at IMM, on the way home at the Jurong Mrt Station….There is this guy, picking me up. He is like, Hi, have I seen you before? Then I’m like, Er No. Then he went like, oh, were you sitting there eating something just now? So, I go like, No. I just came up. Then as I was about to step into the train….he asked if I would like to keep in contact? No definitely! Crazy!

What is the world becoming? Are they all blind? Picking up girls like me? Who is not even pretty. Kao….. of cause I feel kind of honored …but still…weird things do happen huh…then today, there is this guy who attempt to sell me a credit card plan….I’m so damm pissed…. So I replied….Sorry, I’m not 21 one yet…and he said oh… you are not 21 yet….as if I was telling a BIG LIED……OMG…hey I know I look old and ugly, but stop doing that ……

Sian ….

Anyway….away from that…. Some things are not meant to be spoken…. So stop asking….

Ok, Serene, stop being a meanie….I will try to be nice, to forgive and forget, to love everyone…. I’m trying really hard….but it takes time to change…. So be patient…. God is molding me….through so many trials….. I’m learning….I’m changing…gradually I hope….

Another day passed

2005-04-05T17:49:00.000+08:00

Hi, went to the SMU interview. It was ok, very interesting way of interviewing....it's like a focus group, and we just have to talk...sounds easy huh...but you need to talk some sense...hahaha.. ok la...

Hey, during the interview, met this really really cute guy.... but we didn't really talk much...then i walk out of the school...and on the way walking out....he horned and stop his car, and give me a lift to the bus stop...the journey is real short and we only had the chance to exchange our name...not our numbers ahahaha

then just now, while browsing through my friends contact, i come to realise that he is my friend's friend..OMG, the world is seriously small.... saw his profile...he got a GF! hmm, and they have being together for 3 years...envy...and the GF is a Malay...hmmm... anyway, they look soo loving together... envy ...hahaha... i knew it...cute guys are no longer available....hahahah sad sad....

Oh, just did my horoscope...from my friend's email....a bit true...but cannot believe ah! It goes like this....

Profound, thoughtful, and reflective, you've always got something important on your mind. From a very early age, you may have been determined to make your mark on the world. You're determined not to be average in any way. Folks sense that you have a special destiny and probably set you apart from the crowd. Sometimes this can feel isolating, sometimes gratify , it all depends on the situation. As you get older, you will enjoy being treated differently.
You need a job that requires you to take frequent inventory of your own feelings. Being an actor, writer, or performance artist are all possibilities for you. You would also make an excellent psychotherapist. Whatever career you choose, it should thaw on your integrity. Steer clear of advertising and sales like the plague you're too honest. Utterly unique, your greatest challenge is to come to terms with your distinction. There's no point for a peacock like you to blend in with a bunch of sparrows. Your biggest strength is your honesty. You mean what you say and say what you mean.

Taking a holistic approach to your health is probably wise. Alternative therapies like acupuncture, reiki and refiexology can keep you in top condition. Your mind, body, and spirit are intricately connected. Medical problems can be manifestations of a spiritual issue while emotional anxieties could have their source in a physical injury. Keep an open mind when it comes to combining Eastern and Western approaches to medicine; you'll get benefits from both schools of thought.

You probably have a great many eccentrics among your friends. Ariens, Geminis, Sagittarians, and Aquarians help you appreciate your own unique qualities. With regard to love, you need a mate who is artistic, flamboyant, and spontaneous. Dull, dependable types leave you cold.

~NONE will stay constant~

2005-04-02T14:37:00.000+08:00

It has being…. More than 1 week since I last blog….things changed….people changed…. Days changed….life changed…. As usual…. I hate to say this….LIFE sucks…. Even though exam is over…. Ya….finally over….torturous exams…. I don feel exactly happy…I feel relived…. But not exactly happy….

Suddenly I feel that there is a need to do some serious blogging…. Actually I am kind of sad for some things had changed…. It may seems fine….but I know it is not….i hate that kind of feeling… when all else seems to be constant….somethings just had to change….WHY?! I hate it…. haiz…HUMP….. I hate to lose a friend…. A friend ….not an acquaintance … Hey, EVIL EY, I am glad that you asked me to go clubbing, but I hope that I am not just some clubbing kakki, but a friend k!

I hate myself…. I hate the fact that, I don know how to express myself well enough…. But my friends has problems, feeling sad…. I don’t know what to say…. I will just stone there….hoping my presence at their side will help…. But I know it don’t……. URGH….damm gross…..

MY EXAM IS OVER! I SHOULD BE FEELING GREAT!

Ok…. I should be happy…happy happy…. La la la la….i am going WALA WALA later…hopefully that it will be fun …. Sian……

Hey Sharon, Diana and I maybe going ChinaBlack on Wednesday…. Want to go?

Sharon...

2005-03-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

Eh, what studio pic you took? never show us!! haha...it has being thousand of years since i last use internet ....sian...now all the stupid Ms and pestering me..... iM, rM and sMM....not forgeting that gross BB....gosh.....

Eh, sharon, are you ok? got problem with him ah? sms me to let me know if you are ok? jia you for exams...and see ya real soon...looking forward to the competition man....i hate EXAMs

To: EVIL = EY Girl

2005-03-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

Girl, don worry !! I never DISCRIMINATE YOU HOR! You are still the beloved EVIL = EY, you know that i don "Ji Chou" one hor, and I am definatley not a faker. If i don like you, i will tell you straight in our face... or maybe, show you that kind of face.... i noticed that you are a bit weird weird these few days...kind of quiet... i thought you are tired or wat...from all the late nights...and now i know, after reading your blog... HEY STOP DISCRIMINATING my DOUBLE XXXX hor.... don worry la...i still LOVE you...ahahahah...:P and i will invite you to my wedding one... i am not angry with you, and i know you care....if you don't, you will not be the one that pull me out of the class to talk to me.... but sometimes, when you need to quiet down...and just find some space for yourself, it is hard to listen to any constructive words.... on that day ...my church friend told me something that i will remember in my life... when you quarrel...don ever raise your voice, cause ppl will only her your voice and not the message you are trying to get across.... i have to learn that.... definately... that whole thing is a BAD experience....it is something that i have not experience for YEARS...i mean YEARs...... i cried the whole day...even when i go to my caregroup...it is tramatising..... and i hate to remember it...but i know what a friend truly are... THANK you for being one... i guess you need to go through trials to bond a friendship... even though we know that you are quite close some ppl that we simply cannot tolerate... i believe like what you said, you know how to differentiate them.... sorry if it sounded like we don trust you, cause sometimes when we observed it is hard to believe....but now we do... seriously....

LIFE is ...........

2005-03-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

Life sucks....life is beautiful …that is so cliché…

It has being 5 days ago since I last blog…. I hate to blog when there is nothing to say…nothing new in my life…boring me…boring life….

It has being projects projects and more projects…and GUESS WHAT….

After that…it is EXAM…. And…

MARKETING COMPETITIONS…life sucks…

I am sooo looking forward to my Bangkok trip…. Booked the tickets are it is $199 to Bangkok, 2 way, including tax and service charges…YEAH…cheap…then the cost for accommodation is $35…for two nights…hahaha… TOTAL COST: $234. but this is excluding shopping and food! So it will cost about $550 for the entire trip to shop and eat! Haha

The next good news is…. I AM GOING REDANG!!!!! Yeah……….. going with Elf and Yvonne, booking the tickets on Monday and we are going for the SEAVIEW ROOM AT laguna resort…Seaview! Not the normal one…haha $30 more and we can get Seaview !!! yeah… $318 for triple sharing room for seaview… great!

Man & Woman

2005-03-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

Hey, Sharon LAU Evil=Eng Yin found this on a website when she is doing her research for our BB project... this makes me really ponder...and when i read this, i felt really sad...sad for us, woman.... SUCKY DAY! hahaa

The desire of a man for a woman is not directed at her because she is a human being,
but because she is a woman. That she is a human being is of no concern to him.
-Immanuel Kant

I still love MAN, I am not a Les, or a Bi, but when I read this, it is kinda sad. :(

Hmm... let's talk about something happy! I am going Bangkok with my church friends on the 21 May! Yeah.!!!!!

We have check out the pricing for the airline, and we realise that JetStarAsia offers the cheapest air ticket, for the to and fro, and the airport tax, it cost up to only S$125. But we have not made the booking yet... hopefully can still book it...if there isn't any seats for JetStarAsia, then we will have to choose, AirAsia, Valueair or even Tiger Airways....

For the hotel, we are staying at Asia Hotel, which is directly linked to the MRT stations... and per person per night is only S$35 !!! Cause 4 person is sharing one room, budget budget, cause i want to save the money for shopping!!!!

Then we are going to all shopping locations...IT IS A SHOPPING TRIP....HAHAHA...

Day 1: Baiyone Market I/II (weekend day market), then in the evening we are going to Chinatown to eat Shark Fins...ok... they say that it is very very cheap there... Clay pot shark fin...but how? Am i going to eat? Or am I not going to eat? Shit... then at night we are going to the Patunam night market

Day 2: Chatuchuat market!!!! Then we are going to the Pot pong night market!!! Yeah SHOPPING!!!

Day 3: Maboonkong! MBK! A mega shopping complex, famous for cheap Wacoal bras and their local food products.... then in the evening... to the airport...and will probably reach singapore at around 11 pm - 1 am on the 23rd May!

Then on the 24th May night, i am going Redang.Oh no!! I think not enough clothes le.... how to pack my bags ah?? hmmm

OK, for the bangkok trip i am going to change S$300, hopefully that it is enough...HAHAHA :)

2005-03-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

This two is my poor bird, namely Pitt Pitt and Terd Terd.... They were brought home 2 days ago, and is less than 1 week old.... and guess what... they are eaten up by my neighbour's cat! I am feeling really sad right now..... 2 lives are loss...just like that....today is a sucky day... and i finally made up my mind to do something important and meaningful.... I am first going to LOVE GOD, LOVE my family, and LOVE MYSELF....before finding someone to LOVE..... I need to spread my LOVE to someone important.....Life is fragile.... just like my birdy.... :(

2005-03-04T17:38:00.000+08:00

This picture is SO DAMM GROSS!!!!!

2005-03-04T17:35:00.000+08:00

Look at their hungry and sad look....

2005-03-04T17:33:00.000+08:00

This one too! Anyone needs it?

2005-03-04T17:32:00.000+08:00

I was told to share this photo by Mr Yik. Anyone in our class who wants this photo, please MSN me, i can send to you.

For the sake of Lau.EY

2005-02-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

Too bored, feeling sad, damm stress, just don feel like posting a blog. But Lau E.Y ask me to post...if not more NO LIFE.... haiz...ya...so this is my blog... :(

Good night Lau. EY.

Peter Guirguis

2005-02-24T08:49:00.000+08:00

This blog is especially dedicated to those GIRLS who are curious on how I get to know Peter Guirguis.

Ok, firstly, I went with Sharon and Maxine to East Coast Lagoon Food Centre to conduct our SMM survey.

It was a Sunday, and I need to find a Male Others aged 25 – 39 , then I saw him with his friend, Martin eating at one of the tables. I went and approach him, and asked him on the survey. His friend Martin is way too friendly and nosey… offering me chicken wings and all, and asking for my HP no. But I have no interest in Martin. Haha so I refused… after the survey, I walk away.. and I just can’t help telling Sharon how cute Peter is…haha… unlike that Martin …talk so much.. ok…then we are walking around looking for other respondent and then Martin asked us if we need any more help from them… as Sharon needs one more Ang Moh, and she don dare to go and talk to them…and I am way too excited to go over… I urge Sharon to go over haha… then we talk a while… then they asked us to sit down and have dinner with them.. but we refuse, cause we got to do survey… then after 15 mins or so…we are feeling a little hungry…. And I want to sit near to them…haha…sorry, he is way too cute! Er, then we were walking around looking for a seat near them, then they asked us to sit at their table …so we sat there, eating, talking …. During the conversation Sharon and Martin is doing the talking, while me and Peter are adding a few words here and there, laughing and exchanging glances. (Ok, Sharon claimed that I am just staring at HIM. I hope that he did not realize it…so embarrassing. ) OK then after the dinner, we left, and before we left, Peter said causally that, hey if you are friendly enough, maybe we can exchange contact number.

Haha… ok, that is just a causal remark…and I think he is asking Sharon… then after that we left… and just can’t help keep yanking about that cute Peter guy. Then Sharon finally cannot stand it, ask his number from me…the number is from the survey… haha.. ok, then Sharon auntie SMS him my number… ok… then he replied asking us girls maybe we can catch movie or something…then Sharon replied she cannot make it …for my sake… and asked him to ask me instead… so he sms me…and it all starts from there…

I knew him for approximately 3 hours… and he is an Australian, aged 25, working in Singapore in the off-shore industry. And he stays in Clementi, and he works in JTC submit. HAHAHA.. ok

Hmm…yesterday he sms me…from Batam!!!!! He actually initiated to sms me… he had never done that before I am very happy… but soon I realize that we do not have much to talk about….sms a while…and then stop at good night when we replied good night…and a sweet dreams, which he never replied…. Ok, he is finding me way too boring……..sigh…L

2005-02-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

This is the piggy i bought for Heng Xiang for his Bday, share with Lydia......SOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!! hahahahaha look at the nose!!!!!! hahaha...the hole one big one small one!

2005-02-20T19:12:00.000+08:00

Ok, in this picture, Lydia face is kana PINCH by Alex, cause he always call her FAT CHEEKs...ahahahha :P

2005-02-20T19:11:00.000+08:00

Picture taken during Heng xiang 21st bday BBQ party... ok from the left, Lydia, Serene, Alex, Heng Xiang, Kwok Li, Meng Hwee, Angeline, Adeline.... I MISSED MY PREVIOUS CLASS!!!!!!

David's present

2005-02-18T22:31:00.001+08:00

Ok.... I seriously don't know why is he giving me present and all that...

In the present he wrote to me a little note...it goes like this..

Hi Serene,

Sometime, I hope that I am an Angel. So that I am able to help and protect you when in need. The only thing I could do now is to pray for you daily and this little gift. Hope you like this sweet little chocolate. Hope it can cheer you up a little when you are studying late at night.

Agape, David

Ok, What is that??? Hmm...

2005-02-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

Those yellow things are flower petals not chips ah...

2005-02-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

I got this from David... the one who give me the present on Christmas... I don't know why he gives me... a bit weird...

Dead tired

2005-02-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

URGH...just finish keying in the SMM survey data...there are 41 surveys!!!!!! The time right now is 12.13am. A miricle for me to survive and keep my head working at this time...but i am dead tired now...BYE BYE...

Oh...I HATE THE SHOW THE BACHOLAR....CAN YOU JUST STOP KSSING FOR A SEC

Are all the ang mohs ladies and guys so open minded? Kissing one after another? URGH...:(

STOP PLAYING those sad songs on Perfect 10!!! JUST GREAT...good night...cya

A GREAT DAY OUT WITH PETER

2005-02-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

OK GIRLS I KNOW YOU ARE HUNGRY TO READ MY BLOG….. AHAHAHAH

Ok, today we had an entrepreneur talk…before I can even whined ….Mr Yip, kindly walk towards us…and tell me, “Serene, later if no one ask any question you ask ok? If not it will be too quiet.” I am like….er…ask what kind of questions? And he kindly answered my questions by saying….any questions will do….

Ok, that is a BIG BOMB DROPPING in front of my face…. Sooo…. I have to listen attentively to that not so interesting yet not too boring talk by the CEO of AskNLearn…. Wat the…. Then, as predicted….truly, no one gives a dammed to ask any questions…. HMPH….. Then Mr Yik’s eyes like swords….keep staring at me…. HIS STARES CAN KILL!!!!! Then my “EVER SO SUPPORTIVE FRIENDS” namely DIANA and SHARON starts giggling and bitching again!!!! They are like, “haiyo, this girl ah, why so saoifjdafdaskldf” which I cannot understand and never will…. Hahahahah GO EAT SHIT LA YOU GIRLS…..

GIRLS, be patience, I am now talking about my so called “DATE” today….

Meet up with Peter, I was really quite stressed up before meeting him…. Just too afraid that it will be awkward…. Too afraid of the silence between us…. Afraid of the communication barrier…. Afraid of almost everything….

But….things turns out pretty OK…. Hahahahah…… you have to look at the grin that is on my face now… ok… we meet up…. Bought our tickets first…. Then eat at a hawker centre…cause I just don feel like eating any unhealthy fast food!! Ok….things were going A OH K…. we were chatting, giggling and definitely EATING…hahah the food of course…

Ok then, OH I forget to mention… MAXINE wants to know if he got pay for me anot…YES HE DID, for the tickets…I did initiate to pay…but he insisted….. he also paid for the drinks….but I pay my own food, hahaha…cause I am faster than he is….

Then, after dinner…. We went and watch the movie… ok… Constantine… IT IS DEFINITELY NOT A ROMANTIC SORT OF MOVIE… I can only comment that… this movie is purely fiction, for entertainment… I will say that half of the things in the movie may not even be true…. What ever it says…Jesus is not crucified to death, but killed by an army, and that person is some sort of demon who will give birth to a son of the demon as well…or of some sort… I AM LIKE THINKING….that is definitely absurd!!!! Ok, back to Peter… oh…talking about Jesus Christ….Peter is definitely a nice guy, but he is not a strong Christian, or maybe he isn’t…he is born into a Christian family… he goes to church…but he told me that he wasn’t exactly being touched by God yet… and he is not that religious…so minus points…but I hope that I can befriend him…and hopefully someday bring him to Christ and be renewed once again…

OK, back to the date…this blog is definitely a long one…and the girls are all waiting in hunger…AHAHAHAHA…oh before the date…they are like….MAXINE: I am soo excited for serene…. Good luck…. Then Diana is like : Serene, be careful ah… DUH…. YES CHEN MAMA :P

OK ok, hmmm…where did I stop…oh ya..during the movie… it is definitely some gross movie…. With those weird demons and bugs……gross!!!! Half the time I am covering my face…. Cause it is just too gross… I can just PUKE…. Then he is like laughing when he sees me covering my face… then at some part… he is like holding my legs, assuring me it is ok…asking me are you alright… HOW SWEET!!! EH girls, don think NOT STRAIGHT… I said legs, not tights…I had my big bag covering my tights…so it is like the knee cap area la!!!

Then after the movie, he is like laughing at me… wondering how much I have watch the movie…cause half the time I am covering my face…HAAHAHAHAH… ok…then he say, NEXT TIME WE WILL WATCH SOME THING NICE…….Next time! There will be a next time…ok I am sounding like a desperado….. then we walked to the MRT station…then my train came first…. Then he moved a little closer… I dono what is on my mind also…I er… rise up my hand and give him a hand shake…. I AM LIKE….STUPID GIRL, WHAT ARE YOU DOING….YOU JUST STRUCK A DEAL WITH YOUR CUSTOMER AH!!!!! Shit…. WRONG MOVE…… er… but he is like oh come on, then he gives me a kiss on my both my cheek…..

Hmmm……..all these are like a dream…… and I have to admit…I AM DEFINITELY HAPPY….BUT…. I hate the fact that we had the closeness that fast… cause I had a few relationships with a few friends… it happens SOOOO FAST that I couldn’t even catch my breathe…AND before I can take a breathe and rest…it is like WHOOPSSSS…….. GONE….. so, I am not pinning much hope with this guy PETER…. Just let nature takes it’s course and we shall see…. Before we parted… he is saying, hey when you need a break from your studies CALL ME!.... I am like ok…. And that means I have to take the initiative???!!! Er…

Ok….then I sms him : “Thank you for the treat, really enjoyed your company. Good night and cya….

AND GUESS WHAT?!! He replied saying …..”It was my pleasure. Just give me a call anytime you need a break, go for dinner, movie something outdoors :>, or come over for dinner I’ll cook! Night night…..

Hmmm…….

Sad Valentine's Day

2005-02-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

Ok, i have an irritating sister who is sooo popular .... having sooo many gifts from her many suitors.... that is not irritating enough huh...seeing the couples, holding their flowers, smiling to one another... sooo in love.... HUMP.....

It is not that i don't have a date... it is just that i rejected them all...

1) My church friend David, he is not my type, i don really know him well...he is not in my caregroup... i am not too sure when he start noticing me... sending me gifts for Xmas...asking me out for movies...today... but REJECTED.... simply not my type...

2) Yiming, my ex... my sec school classmate.... haven seen him for about 2 years.... and WEIRD....asking me out today?? for movie... no again.... not my type... REJECTED

3) Nick, JY's friend... know this guy on saturday only... my church friend's friend, very quiet when i met him... very surprise that he asked me out today....but ... i don really know him!!!! REJECTED

4) ok...things are getting weirder... Jason...JY's friend too.... and i know this guy on saturday too!!!!!!!!!! at the same place..... for movie again.....er... dono why...just no... sort of rejected...

5) this weird guy, i forget his name...got to know him during poly forum... asked me for dinner... over the NET...MSN...he is super despo???? DEFINATELY NO...

Ok, all the excuses are the same...too busy...lots of projects...doing tutorial...but these are only half true... i did my tutorial...but not projects.... too slack....don feel like doing anything.... sian

Haiz........

2005-02-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

Ok, this is my smartie pants sister... ok, she is DAMMED smart..... straight As student since primary school...now is RIVER VALLEY HIGH..... She is tall, has got ther personality, and the figure...how irritating can a sister gets....

2005-02-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

My sister's valentine's day gifts!!!!!! 2 bouquet of flowers, 1 sunflower, 1 rose, 2 perfume, 1 necklance, 1 jay chou concert VCD, 1 weird bird, 1 tube of sweets and a handphone hanger thingy... how irritatng can my sister be...

SERENE BANNED FROM BLOGGING FOR 2 WEEKs

2005-01-28T08:12:00.000+08:00

Ok, i am going to ban myself from using the blogger for 2 weeks. These bitching using blogs is driving me nuts... can't people just bring the unhappiness in the forefront and just say it in front of one another, instead of bitching behind everyone’s back. Hai…

To Sharon, Diana, Maxine: Thank you for being understanding.

To Shi Wei: We did not purposely put you in 3 locations, if we really did that, we will not suggest you asking someone to help you do the 2 surveys at Chomp Chomp.

To Pei qi: I know you are unhappy about our arrangement, human are selfish, so are you and me (Don’t deny.) We are not the first group who do that, allocating to their own preference without doing a poll. If you want to know the details of these groups, you can MSN me, I will be glad to tell you, but I don’t wish to mention names here. Blogger is not meant to bitch about ppl.

I tired taking all the shit locations for MR before, and it seems like it is taken for granted that the rep must that the shitty location, but I soon regret after I am supposed to go to THREE places, because my work is not appreciated. J

I am not trying to be bitchy or confrontative here, I prefer working things out face to face.

To all: I know it is tough to change the perspective of our group, or even me, through a blog entry. But just hang on, we only have 2 months before everyone goes on with their own lives their own way. It is rather tough to understand one another in one another’s group, as we are all being chosen to be in 6B01, there must be a lesson to be learn by everyone. J

To MY DEAREST LOVING GOD: Do bless me with love, patience and grace. Do bless me with the discipline to be in this world but not of this world. I know that Jesus did that through some struggles too, so LORD, bless me with the heart to love YOU, my neighbours, and my enemies too! In Jesus name I pray, AMEM.

SHARON DON LET US GO HOME

2005-01-24T16:35:00.000+08:00

Sharon don let us go home...she wants to stay in school....OH NO............... SHE VERY EVIL....she is nagging now..... how?!!!! hahahahahahahaha Ya...giving excuses on WING WING..... AHAHAHAHAHAHA

OK, ya.... let's just do now... byer...ya, sharon just ask me to GO EAT SHIT in madarin....SO EVIL HOR......

*** DIANA, SHARON ASK ME TO ASK YOu" DIANA, WHY YOU NEVER HIGHLIGHT PROPERLY!!!!!! EVERYTHING ALSO HIGHLIGHT" Wu A, Bo A, Also Highlight (PSS...DIana I know you dono Hokkien, it is 有的，没的 also highlight........ AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA)

Going out later

2005-01-22T15:25:00.001+08:00

AHAHAHAHA........ Going out later...today the roadshow was quite ok... made some sales... AHAHAHA... then later going out with my church friends.... to CHINATOWN>...YEAH.... going to eat the Maxwell Ham Chin Peng...AHAHAHAHAHAH

Going out later

2005-01-22T15:25:00.000+08:00

A friday

2005-01-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

Ok..finally start blogging again…hehehe…Sharon wants to see me blogging ah…AHAHAHAHA….. ok …super sian now… hmmm…just read Dora’s blog…and my comment is “ AHAHAHAHAHAHAH”. This kind of things ah, very hard to say one…so never mind la… just let nature takes it’s course.......AHAHAHAHA….

Ok, today is a super sian day for me….. slacking and writing a bit of SMM notes…. Initially I want to go swimming with my brother one…But, he went to his friend’s place to play game…WIN LIAO LOR…. Ok, that is not bad enough…. My SISTER WENT SHOPPING AT BUGIS LOR! ….. also WIN LIAO LOR…….Then what am I doing at home? Sleeping till 10 am….woke up ate breakfast…which is a pathetic Char Shau Bao…. Then help my Sunday school do some stuffs…. Then go online and read blog, check mail…then clear my desktop, scanning for virus and spy ware…then do some defragmenting… then watch TV…watch TV and write SMM notes at the same time…Only write a little bit…but who cares… I know I got a lot of things to do…but just don’t feel like doing it ………soooo sian….. GOT, RM presentation, IM report, WISP presentation, CSC group assignment….still got coming SMM and BB project…..HOW?! SOOO sian……. Haiz…tomorrow got roadshows!!!!!!!!! Still need to go to school, I want to shop at the bazaar tomorrow…HEHEHE…..

Hmmm…I really need to go on diet le…HOW???? My face getting bigger…my double chin getting thicker…so is my waist!!!! HOW???????????? I tried eating lesser for my meals…but ended up snacking…… HOW?????????? Sian ah…. FOOD IS JUST SO IRRESISTIBLE !!!!!!!!!!!! Yummy…

*** PLS, you realize that I have lesser typo error now? Ahhahahah, cause I used Mircosoft WORD ...ahahahaha

Had Fish & Co

2005-01-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

Today I had FIsh and Co with Diana and Sharon...we ate Seafood platter for two and a fish and chip...the seafood platter is amazing!!!! The first time tasting it, didn't know it is that good..... Ahahaha... but we did not finish everything up...cause the fries are soooo much....

Today, I got in trouble again! ALL because of my BAD mouth...I am just too TACTLESS!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO? I should have phrase my wordings properly, use a proper tone, and say it at a right moment.... SHIT..... Sorry to all the people that take offend to my words...seriously, people who knows me would know that whate ver I say means no harm... I just like to get things done...but I know I am JUST TOO TACTLESS.... This just show my SUPER LOW EQ!!!!! THANKS SHARON AND DIANA FOR REMINDING ME!!!!!

IF I DON'T LEARN TO BE MORE TACTFUL.........the whole world is going to HATE ME!!! But seriously, i mean no harm, I am a person who is very work is work and play is play one.... I draw the line very clearly, that is why some of my friends just can't stand working with me.... cause personal issues should not and MUST NOT be brought up to the work... that is what I feel... That is why, very often during our project discussion...ESPECIALLY WITH SHARON, we always disagree with the project and starting talking very loudly...but after the project, we will be GREAT FRIENDS again... discussing where's for lunch or dinner! HAHAHA....THank you Sharon, Diana and Maxine for tolerating me!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!

To MY CLASS: You may know me as someone who is very picky, straightforward and sinply irritating...HOPEFULLY THAT YOU CAN SHUT ME UP...stuff paper in my mouth or whatever.... I know that I am very irritating at times... but I do hope that everyone don't bear grudges... I HATE the idea of killing one another behind one's back...and then smiling sweetly at the front pretending nothing had happen even though a murder is committed!!!!!! Please ... if they are any unhappiness in our class, bring it out and solve it! Clear the air and all the misunderstanding... then we can enjoy harmony and CLASS PEACE....

Ok, to EVERYONE....... PLEASE STAY HAPPY!! CAUSE SERIOUSLY OUR LIFE IS WAY TOO SHORT TO BE ANGRY.... 人人气我，我不气。若我生气中他计！！！！！！

Mum and Dad's wedding anniversary

2005-01-16T19:22:00.000+08:00

Today is my Mummy and Daddy 20th Anniversary Celebration...It is denifately a joyous event...and my mum receive this nice gifts from my Dad's friend. It is a pair of precious moment in the basket where there are pretty flowers in the basket! It is a bride and groom...and it is the exact one that I help Stanley bought when he is in Aussie.... sooo sweet...it must have cost a bomb...because, just the figurine itself...it is bout $70 over dollars... But my mum who dono how to appreciate this kind of stuff only finds it a waste of money...HAHA...it's ok, just give it to me BA...hahaha...but my sister wants it too..hahaha...

My mum just bought me a Oil Absorbing Acne Mask by Neutrogena...Hopefully it will get rid of all my pimples!!!!! ahahahaha.... remember...My new year resolution is to be mei mei!!!! Hahaha... Just now at the KTV area, the auntie told my mum that I can really sing, er...either she is just flattering my mum or she is really deaf... ppl who have gone KTV with me should know...mUhahahahaha.... She also say, wah, you have such a pretty daughter... HAHAHAHA...this means that, she is either blind...or that the KTV area is way too dark!!!! Ahhahhhaaha... ok ok...

Behide every smile there may be some sadness, behind every tears there may be a laughter

2005-01-15T17:33:00.000+08:00

Ok... to some people, my title of this blog may makes no sense at all... Haha... but i guess, many a times, laugthers are used to hide the expressions that you do not want to reveal to others... Like sadness, shyness, evilness and many other kinds... Never judge a book by its cover... this cannot be more true.

To Sharon

2005-01-15T17:29:00.000+08:00

Hey Sharon Dear,

It can't help if there wasn't any sparks between me and Desmond just as yet, how can 2 strangers have the connection immediately? Haha... it takes time to know a person. :) But I would say that Desmond is a nice guy, but I guess most Cancer are introverts as usual...

Do you know that the guy i went out with after he came back from Aussie is also a Cancer. So far, I have met 2 Cancer... both of them had a connection, but none of it work out... haha... Cancer is one that is hard to understand... And it definately takes time to know him more... But still nice to meet him. If there is an opportunity I wouldn't mine knowing him more as a friend.